Healing

I will not subject myself to even more pain.

Every move I make next, will all be in vain.

I cared, but now I shouldn't, for I haven't known you long enough.

No matter what I say though, the going will be tough enough.

I wish I could express exactly what I'm feeling.

But no amount of words I speak, is gonna help the healing.

I never really cared that much about guys in anyway.

The ones I did though, ended up heading out, never turning back a day.

Since then I have feared, that pain well known to me.

Of people walking out, all too blind to see.

I thought I had found something good in my life; I thought it might be you.

But the ending was just the same old ending; My heart was split in two.

I can no longer be sad, for its not an unknown feeling.

It's just when I met you, I thought you'd be my healing.

But fate knows what its doing; It works in mysterious ways.

Where destiny will find me, is where I'll spend my days