I am not alive

When you're not with me, I don't feel alive,
through my fingers loneliness flows.
I'm so alone at the crossroads of life,
and I wander in the dark when I don't have you aside.

 I'm lost when you're suddenly not here,
 I'm looking for you, so tell me where are you at?
I know for sure you are somewhere there.
 In a crowd of millions of people, I'm still alert.

 I'm already weak when I still don't have you,
 so I turn to the empty rivers with tears in my eyes.
 It feels like the world is groaning under heavy sin,
 when I'm lonely there looking at reflection of my face.

 I'm worry I'm no longer alive, so anxious,
 you're the second part of me that makes me whole.
 Without you, I'm just a grain in the great desert,
 I'm just a slow river with neverending flow.