Apologies

I know that nobody's perfect.
But some people have it great.
They never make a rash decision.
They never regret what they say.
They've never ever been hated.
They don't know how it feels to be disliked.
All that I am saying,
Is why can't I have that kind of life?
A life where I've never made anyone feel bad.
And, "trouble," is a word I don't know.
I've never made anyone angry.
And as far as apologies go,
The words, "I feel terrible, I'm sorry."
Have never been spoken from these lips.
But that's a life I will never know.
I'm the Queen of Screw-Ups as it is.
I know I can be super selfish.
Annoying even, and easy to dislike.
I wish I were a better person.
I want to lead a better life.
But if you're reading this now,
It means I've something to apologize for.
So, I'm sorry for what I've done to you,
And I'll try not to do it anymore.
Apologizing is something,
I've become quite good at, I know.
Because I only apologize for something,
Every 3 seconds or so.
But since I've said I'm sorry,
I guess I've nothing more to say.
So to summarize it, I'm sorry, again.
And have a great rest of your day.